I m sorry my dear

today is 20.4.2012
I love you that no people has... I hurt your heart deeply that you will never forgive me.. yet and well you won't talk to me you won't laugh with me and you will not smile at me anymore but in this 2 month I have fell on you.. I m a idiot that only make you heart break...plz forgive me and give me a chance that make me prove that I can really love you....I can do anything for u can give you anything you have I can protect you from being harm bcoz I finnally find someone I really could love.....my love EVA plz give me a chances to change I promise you it will not happen again.... plz believe me....hope you are reading these note..

FROM A PERSON LOVE YOU THE MOST
XING

My life rewind....

My name is Richard Chng You Nam... live is southern Malaysia, a half of Thai people... It got a lot of thing happen in my life...I just cannot explain inside a few word... bcoz i born in a Yakuza family... well u can told as chinese triad... god sent me to these family may got their reason....well i like my family they not like the gangster we see on tv... well they have their reason to do something... we helped people...save people...can know as the dark angel.... but the funniest thing is my family always afraid me to join triad... but they dun realise i been one of them since the day I born... I love the hood I live, I love everyone who had related to me.. I just feel lucky to have them..bcoz the god gave me the chances to be with them...it is fate and karma....

My relationship diary

I live in this world so far is already 20 years... I never  met a real woman who love me...but no matter how i try i still din not get it..

just a part of my life

well my first blog i m not gonna write too much... just wanna thanks someone who open this blog for me... well i dun know what to say bcoz after i meet this girl i have some changes and different to my life.... maybe is destiny bcoz i never met a gf..but she seems so close and nice to me.. i m happy and been enjoy with her but we didn't live in a same city we can just only use phone or online chat... just hope i can always live like this...well if the god would give me a chances i rather change for her...I mean anything....bcoz just fall for her